Dream of Invocation

昨天去戏院广场溜冰, 6姐准备跟妈妈坐旋转木马, 妈妈说她怕, 所以就搁浅了. 后来5姐回忆, 她说, 咱小时候还真没坐过旋转木马, 不过咱在黄鹤楼旁边坐过飞机, 记得那时候是在黄鹤楼下来去了游乐场, 爸爸给我们买好票, 然后我们两人共一驾, 飞机只有两个按纽, 一个控制高一个控制低. 我也清楚记得那些童年的点滴, 她们总把我当宝贝, 保护着我. 回家过中秋节, 这么多年后大家聚在一起, 喝酒, 赏月, 作诗吟词. 我还是生疏的步伐滑动在广场, 发现身边穿过的年青人滑的好快, 有些帅气的孩子光着膀子倒溜, 有的漂亮的女孩子穿着短裙配着黑马甲快速从我身边穿过, 有几个孩子手拉手, 前面的打头, 带着一群从广场穿梭, 尖叫,欢笑,与汗水衬托着青春. 有个女孩子穿着迷彩装特别酷, 她在一个男孩子面前直打圈圈. 旁边的中年姐姐门跳着健身舞, 还有那么一两对在跳Waltz, 我的一个小外甥在滑板上围着我一圈圈.

躺在床上, 不想醒来, 昨天的生活就象一场梦, 天空总是那么蓝, 你无论去什么地方旅游都不怎么担心有太多人挤在一起. 还有那真正的安静, 人与人之间的距离, 好象这一切一切在慢慢离我远去. 我使劲想抓住, 可惜这些真的在我指间溜走. 我可能需要段时间, 好好适应.

I haven’t ever really found a place that I call home
I never stick around quite long enough to make it
I apologise that once again I’m not in love
but it’s not as if I mind that your heart ain’t exactly breaking
it’s just a thought, only a thought

but if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
well I deserve nothing more than I get
cos nothing I have is truly mine

I”ve always thought that I would love to live by the sea
to travel the world alone and live more simply
I have no idea what’s happened to that dream
cos there’s really nothing left here to stop me
it’s just a thought, only a thought

but if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
well I deserve nothing more than I get
cos nothing I have is truly mine

while my heart is a shield and I won’t let it down
while I am so afraid to fail so I won’t even try
well how can I say I’m alive

but if my life is for rent and I don’t learn to buy
well I deserve nothing more than I get
cos nothing I have is truly mine

 

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